treeefingers

When you say solo, have you used a vibrator or just your hand (I'm sure you've tried both...)? I have never orgasmed with a partner without a vibrator. I have gotten to a point where I think I should be cumming from penetration alone but then it just goes away? It's a very odd feeling. I have squirted though, but that's different! I have to be stimulated by a vibrator during sex in order to cum at all. I've tried everything else, just hasn't worked.

Also, when you say you feel your body reacting, what type of reaction is this? Is your vagina/clit actually pulsing?

Where do you live? Honestly the first step is to (unbeknownst to your mother) find a way to live out on your own. I guess it depends on where you live but I was able to get out of my parents house literally on the morning of my 18th birthday. There should always be an option in some way to leave, but it does depend on where you live as to how easy that will be.

Im not her but.....

Female cum is not urine. "Squirting" is partial urine, I believe. Two very different things!! (I hope she chimes in to elaborate...)