tengukaze

Oh man a couple tabs and a couple bowls at the peak and I totally understand the Truman show feeling. Felt like I was just a puppet trapped here and death was the only way to escape. I was just one of many faces of God and while talking with my friends it felt like I was talking to myself. Granted...it didn't help when I was having these thoughts my friend freaked out and just kept repeating "Whats next WHATS NEXT". freaked me the fuck out. I was like "HE KNOWS HE SEES IT TOO THAT CONFIRMS IT THIS SHIT IS REAL!" A couple Xanax and my mantra of "its ok i like this illusion let's just keep playing this game" helped me calm down but man that was rough.

Well he tried to run out the door and the house was by a road so we had to hold him and calm him down lol. He just kept repeating "fuck you fuck you fuck you" as he clawed at my friend , he looked straight up possessed. That probably didn't help but we were all tripping and all I could think of was him getting hit by a car and id feel so guilty. It ended well eventually and he's good now but it really made me more cautious and to respect these substances. 2 tabs for his first psych experience was a little too much for him haha. Oh and by the way you're awesome and I wish you well.

Did you at least get some money out of the work accident? Not that it makes it better but ya know.

Draino for the body

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