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I was raised a Christian, but have had to abandon the bulk of my faith due to some of the teachings and Biblical passages that seem to conflict with the greater notion of brotherly love taught by Jesus. Most of these conflicts of mine are rooted in the teachings of the Old Testament, which often depicts God as blatantly prejudice, misogynist, and cruel (Old Testament laws were tough, man!). My other major qualm is that I cannot agree with the notion that faith and/or Baptism is a mandatory prerequisite for entrance into heaven, as I think one's religion often happens to be based more on culture and geography rather than the content of their character.

My questions to you are: As someone who lives their life according to the Bible, what do you think when you read books such as Deuteronomy and come across various passages depicting things that would undeniably be considered barbaric by today's standards? (For example, a quick google search lead me to Deuteronomy 21:18-21, which instructs us to stone rebellious children to death). In your eyes, how are these various passages justifiable as the righteous teachings of the Lord?

Lastly, do you have any internal values, morals, principles, or beliefs that seem to directly conflict with the Bible, the Church, and/or its teachings? If so, how are you able to reconcile these conflicts with your faith?

Thanks for your time!

Thank you for answering.

So you are saying that out of the billions of Buddhists, Hindus, Muslims, atheists, etc. out there, not a single one is worthy of heaven? Even if they fulfill the "love thy neighbor" requirement, yet never been directly exposed to the teachings of Jesus and Christianity due to circumstances beyond their control? See, this is my major hang up. I may be able to look past the stuff in the OT, even though I still don't quite understand how the fabric of morality seemingly changed with Jesus' passing. I just don't think I'll ever be able to wrap my head around the fact that all non-Christians are spending eternity in Hell. I can't imagine that every single one of them is deserving of that... some of the most caring, loving people I know are non-Christian.