sharonvanetten

I'm usually going through a really dark time. I pick up my recorder and my guitar or sit at the piano and sing stream of conscious for about ten minutes or so. Then I set it aside and don't listen to it for days. When I have a bit more distance from it, I listen to it and try to understand what it is I was going through and what I was feeling... Then I listen to see if there is a melody or a line that I can (and other people can) relate to and learn from. If I can't find any of that I don't share it. IF there is something to it, I work on it from there.

I am not sure. I remember the first time I silenced a room. I was mid song and the whole room of Zebulon just stopped. I almost started crying mid note. That was just a sign.

I'm down! set it up! 2015??? I think they're all booked up. Love those ladies.

No. He is someone I never want to see again. I hope he is in a better place, but I don't want to go back there. I am doing this for me, not him. x

I know! Of course I think about it, but it's just not the way I write. I write for therapeutic purposes. And people just latched on to it. I don't know what else to do. I will probably do something else after a while. I don't know!