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Go to a beach. Florida, S. Cal, Hawaii, wherever - why not? Live the life, bra.

For cash - work in a restaurant, whatever. There are so many non-computer/internet things to do. Stretch out. Do tour guides. There is so much shit that you can do. Just expand your mind. Fuck the internet and computers. Use this as an opportunity to discover other things.

Thanks - I hope it works out.

There are TONS of people that work as tour guides and what-not. Stuff without internet. They love their lives, being outdoors. Maybe you could, too. I know being outdoors and being active helps depression a lot. I think you should just get up and go. People do it, all the time. Now is the perfect time. Maybe you'll love it. Keep trying new non-internet things. Maybe you can to an askreddit for ideas about non-internet/computer lifestyles to get even more ideas, because if you get 3 ideas, that is fine, but if you get 100 different things, it sparks the imagination and maybe you combine some of those ideas, or it gives you another idea in a new direction in regards to non-internet stuff that you would never have thought of without the stimulation of new ideas. Ask askreddit.

Another idea: people are always looking for crews for their sailboats when they sail around the world. You don't need to buy a boat. See - here is a list There's no internet on the ocean. You go on a boat, get into the boating community, soon learn to know people and you go anywhere in the world on other people's boats. I guess you can't do that because you can't leave the country, but I bring it up because it might help you think of other things. As a way to show you there are many possibilities. Maybe you get seasick and it isn't for you. That is ok,don't do it then. My point is that there are many options, not any specific idea.

Change your circumstances, change your thinking, change your location ==> changes your life. You must change to change. YOU must change to fit your new circumstances.

I wish you all the best.

TIL to walk slouchingly towards people you are about to meet, have listless eyes and a grimaced visage, give them a dead fish handshake, then turn on your heel quickly and walk away. Charming.

I re-read what I wrote. It sounds harsher than I meant it to sound.

Yes, we all have different masks that we pull down from the wall when needed.

110% yes