pointlessvoice

My opiates keep me functional. They have since my first back injury. Then my shoulder surgery, then another. Chronic pain started in my 20s. Opiates are technically what works, and a doctor would say it's healthy. Unfortunately they helped way more than pain. And they don't give me enough to make it a whole month, since i have to take enough to matter and it mathematically doesn't match up with a 30 day cycle. Still, i haven't thought of finding street drugs when i run out of pills. For one thing, i'm broke. No health = no job. Two, i have no working car to drive to the nearest ghetto.

No one here would even think of this as an issue and i'm an idiot for thinking my addiction is anything but bullshit. i just want to be normal. Mentally. Then maybe. idk

i guess i'm screwed. Oh well. i'm glad there are people like you out there. At least there's hope for our species.

Why you always quoting TLC? You cant say don't go chasing it about a waterfall and have it not be about TLC.