pastillage

pretty sure "pennsylvania dutch" is actually "deutche" meaning german...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pennsylvania_German_language

just got anxiety over this. fuuuuuuuuuuu

i nearly went for the klonopin, but decided against it. ever get anxious about the meds? i do. how counterproductive, right?

i decided to cry for 45 minutes and now i feel a little better. i'm glad you have prayer to comfort you.

as another person on an SNRI for anxiety, i have to say that i think we don't know enough about the mechanisms of the drugs, or the physiologiy of the patient to say that anti depressants shouldn't be used for anxiety. i would be in my parents basement rocking myself back and forth if it weren't for these drugs. 8 years ago, i started, and i can never look back. i'm so happy and haven't had an anxiety attack for years now. it's great. i also don't have to use benzos (except when i fly). i've had a few friends become addicted to the benzos and 2 OD'd on them... they're too scary for me to want to take daily, while forgoing the SNRI.