naruto015

Hey dude, I'm just like you. How do you feel?

Thats so understandable, you were barely starting your life, a life too where you could pay back the opportunity you were given. We want to prove ourselves to this country and we cant. As for the lonely feeling, im feeling like that too, i feel like an outsider now. I feel empty inside and i havent been able to sleep.

I graduated in december, im an engineer, ive worked so fucking hard to get to this point in my life and now itll be gone in january. I held 3 jobs and school before this job and it was all for nothing....im so angry and sad and hopeless and then happy with friends but then sad that I'll be losing the entire life i built here. Ill be more of a stranger back at home...

I cried that night too. I still feel empty and I have bouts of emptiness throughout my day. None of us asked for this.

We came on visas so my brother can have brain and heart surgery. I was 5. We didn't go back due to him possibly losing his life. I didnt find out about my status until everyone around me started getting their driver's permits. My brother is mentally disable and he developed Schizophrenia, if we had gone back then he never would have been able to survive because the medical care here is top notch.

I was dealt cards that had no chance of winning until President Obama gave me a chance. I took it, I graduated with honors and I became an engineer, I support my own family of 5, who consist of my mom, dad, brother, and sister.... Im 23 and I am the only one who has a salary. We've gone thru bankruptcy, lived without electricity in the past couple of years, and now that I have a fighting chance, its gone. You are right, We didn't ask for any of this.

It is very difficult, here at work the people that know of my status give me pitied looks because they know they or I can't do anything about it. There are people that care, some people stood up for me, but in the end it all feels so hopeless you know? I love you too dude and I hope we get out of this together..

Those are issues that affect all of us as a whole on top of what we will be going thru. If we do get a chance to stay then we have to worry about all the other crap that may happen, so its a fight regardless. I love this country and I am doing my best to make sure we have a future for everyone around me. I give, im a giver.

I wish you the best of luck and let's hope we get a chance..