mrsirduke

I'm not a doctor, but you need to see one.

You might be bleeding in your skull or have a lump of the cancer or some shirt like that. Go, go now and get that shit sorted.

Your friends are probably the sameish age as you and therefore penalty don't know how to handle such a situation. Your family do seeing as they've been though child birth. Also screw not loving or connecting with them, they are still your family and will care.

Try taking to your family about it. They'll probably know what to do.