mrmeowmeowington

I’m stuck indoors, too. I get to leave the house for certain appointments, but the majority of my time, I’m in bed, too. I lost many friends. I have one friend and one boyfriend. They try on occasion to see me, but both work a lot. Maybe I’ll see someone twice a month if I’m feeling up for it. It’s tough sometimes, but it’s hard to maintain friendships from bed and pain.

I completely understand that. I still mourn my health, because I actually keep getting worse. I actually dream about school and how I haven’t finished. My biggest goal is to get a PhD. I don’t care if it takes my whole life, i hope I can manage something I’m proud of. I’m so sorry you have to deal with this. It’s hard. I HATE not having responsibilities and miss everything. I send you warm vibes. I hope you can do something nice for the weekend... i can’t wait to see the super blood wolf moon on Sunday !

I suggest body keep the score by Bessel Van der kolk. He explains what happened during trauma and what’s happening after, biologically. It’s the ptsd bible for sure. Explains the impacts and which illnesses can be attributed to ptsd

I remember learning it was dedicating time to be in ‘god’s house’ and to be around like minded people who also love god. (Not a believer of the Bible anymore).

I would look into Dr. Gabor Mate’s work. He was a doctor who decided to start looking at trauma, addiction and adhd. He himself had childhood trauma which imprinted into his body and he developed adhd. The Nazi’s were occupying Hungary and his mom was afraid he’d be taken so she gave him to a stranger to take care of him. He was a child and it was traumatic for him not to have his mother. He has so many talks and books which are very enlightening.