mishmash27

Thanks for the answer. A part of me already knew, I guess, that you wouldn't necessarily feel or completely understand what I mean since I did read your other answers and it's clear you don't have this kind of hang up. But thank you for the reply, I appreciate it.

I made some bad decisions. I'm broke and a single mom and I live with my parents. I feel depressed most of the time and helpless too, which I mentally know is utter bullshit.

What can I do to overcome my mental hurdles? I need to pick myself up and I haven't been able to do that for 3 years now. I feel like an entitled privileged moron for asking this of you, but did you have a dark night of the soul and what got you out of it? Do you have advice for me?