mellifluousimp

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_paralysis

there is a difference between the normal loss of control and what is usually understood as sleep paralysis.

the dude is not doing an AMA, he's just promoting his website. i'm really sorry you're going through this. have you tried different doctors or therapists? sometimes getting a second, third or fourth opinion helps. i'm not am expert in any way but i really wish you all the best and that you find a way to get better.

that really sucks, i can't even imagine. have you tried self help groups, maybe even online? there gotta be people with similar problems out there, maybe you can find people to talk about it and share experiences.