mattluttrell

I detect disappointment

I bet you're gonna say MTV played music videos then too?

I want you to know we re-enacted that scene in various circumstances in college. Beer was spilled.

If I wanted $4,500 to have us at a tradeshow, then I better come back with $5,000 in sales.

^ This is kind of how I have to operate at my little startup. We blew a lot of money at conferences and sponsorships that did not pan out.

Sucks brother. Those were hard conversations. which one do you choose? What weight should you be at? How much running should you be doing?

Even how far you are allowed to be from the hospital. Hell I even bought this safe BMW and made her drive it and only use it. It could go 180 and I passed police and state troopers when it all came down.

The following weeks in the NICU and what the nice nurses deal with is so bad too. Ugh. I need to stop now.

(This is the perfect example of how you plan every little detail of life and it doesn't come out the way you expected. Hugs)

Edit: and you can hold your daughter in your hand and she weighs 3lbs and you had college already paid for,etc. I've been in the room with you.