I am sorry you are going through this :( I went through something similar when I was 19 with my neighbors. Long story short they had an argument he stabbed her 13 times with a butcher knife she managed to crawl across the street to my parents house where I happened to be on the porch. He hit both of her femoral arteries I did not know this at the time and when I put pressure on one of the wounds to try and stop the it came out 100times faster from the other wound. I lost my composer and freaked out. By the time the ambulance and such came she was white as a ghost.
They tell me she lost 90% of her blood, they had her on a respirator for 3 days but she was unable to recover. I am 31 now and I still think about her often playing out the scenarios and thinking if there was anything I could have done different. I had just gotten out of the military had some training but i failed. I cannot ever forgive myself for that.
The had fraternal twins either 6 or 9 months old when this happened. They are probably 12 or 13 now. One day they will rightfully want to know what happened when they are older and I dont know what I am going to say. Right before the ambulance came and I was talking with the 911 lady all my neighbor keep repeated i'm going to die i'm going to die. That was the last words I heard from her :(.
I hope you continue with the therapy and it helps you get on. Honor your mother by doing what she wanted for you. No one is ever forgetten
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I am sorry you are going through this :( I went through something similar when I was 19 with my neighbors. Long story short they had an argument he stabbed her 13 times with a butcher knife she managed to crawl across the street to my parents house where I happened to be on the porch. He hit both of her femoral arteries I did not know this at the time and when I put pressure on one of the wounds to try and stop the it came out 100times faster from the other wound. I lost my composer and freaked out. By the time the ambulance and such came she was white as a ghost.
They tell me she lost 90% of her blood, they had her on a respirator for 3 days but she was unable to recover. I am 31 now and I still think about her often playing out the scenarios and thinking if there was anything I could have done different. I had just gotten out of the military had some training but i failed. I cannot ever forgive myself for that.
The had fraternal twins either 6 or 9 months old when this happened. They are probably 12 or 13 now. One day they will rightfully want to know what happened when they are older and I dont know what I am going to say. Right before the ambulance came and I was talking with the 911 lady all my neighbor keep repeated i'm going to die i'm going to die. That was the last words I heard from her :(.
I hope you continue with the therapy and it helps you get on. Honor your mother by doing what she wanted for you. No one is ever forgetten
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