loveadedoda234

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I recently *this week. Finally decided that I needed to go on meds. I've resisted that for 2 years now. I had a bad experience with antidepressants that made me MORE suicidal. But thankfully, I haven't had a drink in over a year, and I'm no longer considering harming myself. Ever. I am dealing with sleep paralysis, something that feels like roid rage, anxiety, insomnia, night terros and migranes.

The great thing about all these things is that they're all in my head.

I have a chance at making a full recovery. And that motivates me.

Hopefully my new meds help. I'm also getting great care from the VA. I always have someone to talk to if I need it. 24/7

Thanks! I look forward to hearing from you.

Yeah, I know what you mean. I can't stand that the news insists on broadcasting helmet cam footage and these terrorist propaganda footage. I'm not saying they shouldnt air it. I know it's not their fault that I have a hard time for the rest of the day after I see some.

I'll check it out and ask my doctor about it. Is the therapy uncomfortable? I have found the therapy I've tried so far was actually pretty hard for me. Telling my therapist in detail what happens in my drams makes me start shaking and feeling almost as bad as when u wake from one.