karmarq

I think less about girls and do not have to spend any money on girls.

There is a new urethral opening made for urination. I have to sit or squat to pee after the surgery.

I do not have any sexual encounter or masturbation since the surgery and have not experienced any sexual stimulation.

I feel myself less of a man and feel inferior when dealing with others, especially before other men. I talk less with others. I become more passive and less eager to confront or debate with others. I do not aware but others told me that they note I am somewhat effeminated in my behaviours. I talk and behave in less self-confidence and my tone and manner is changing soft and gentle.

I have never thought about sticking a toy or something in my bum as that would make me feel even less a man.

The experience is really really annoying and upset. It just like you want to eat and there is some delicious food before you but you cannot take them.