Was abused as a child. The first time I remember it happening was during my pre-teen years, when I woke up in the middle of the night (there were in general lots of sneaky drugs etc involved).
Anyways, I remember being terrified, bewildered, but also enjoying it. And to this day, years and years later, I never realised that was a slightly common thing. Or that there were others out there who experienced the same thing. I guess it made me feel guilty and, quite frankly, rather ashamed. Because if I enjoyed it, then surely I was the naughty one, right?
Anyways. Thank you for this. It is an amazing topic, a bold detail that I've never seen mentioned before... I'll look forward to reading your other responses.
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Hey! Throwaway because personal.
Was abused as a child. The first time I remember it happening was during my pre-teen years, when I woke up in the middle of the night (there were in general lots of sneaky drugs etc involved).
Anyways, I remember being terrified, bewildered, but also enjoying it. And to this day, years and years later, I never realised that was a slightly common thing. Or that there were others out there who experienced the same thing. I guess it made me feel guilty and, quite frankly, rather ashamed. Because if I enjoyed it, then surely I was the naughty one, right?
Anyways. Thank you for this. It is an amazing topic, a bold detail that I've never seen mentioned before... I'll look forward to reading your other responses.
Thank you.
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