jjballer4life

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First of all, you are amazing!!! For everything you've gone through, you are a real hero in my eyes.

I just wanted to ask a question and I'm not expecting a reply since I'm so late but I'm going to ask anayways. In 2015, doctors initially diagnosed me with an illness giving me a 50/50 shot to live, and after diagnosed me with a chronic disease that I'll have to live with for the rest of my life. Today, (returning to my somewhat normal life) I have days where I feel an unbearable guilty feeling in my stomach. Not sure why--maybe cuz I feel like I cheated death or because I feel like I am not being productive enough as I was given a 2nd chance in life. Do you ever feel this way? Or what are your thoughts about this?