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Thanks for giving us the opportunity to learn more about you, the situation and your book.

I have a few questions if you don't mind. It was said that many people were being held their against their will. How many actually survived the ordeal? To my recollection (it has been a long time since I read about this or watched the documentary) it was only a handful. Why do you believe that is, that not everyone rose up at the end in the chaos and fought back? Why is it do you feel that so many people did drink the poison and gave it to the children? Do you feel that he still had a lot of people that believed in him even at the end?

I can understand how people get drawn into this kind of tragedy, but at the amount of people that claimed to be held against their will, I find it hard to understand that there was not an uprising.

Last question, for now. Do you feel out of the people that survived, that he still had followers who backed up his "teachings"?

Thanks again!

How often is someone around to monitor his activities? Does he respond more to one person that another when he has memory lapses?

How were you first diagnosed?

My best wishes and thoughts for you. Keep your chin up and don't ever stop fighting. You're ability to be strong and post here to help others shows you're a fighter. Good luck to you, I wish you all the best.

When I look at my own life, I find that I know I need to change certain aspects in my life, can you tell me why I find no motivation, or willingness to do so? It is not at all that I am enjoying the things I desperately need to change, I just feel... for a better lack of words, motivation to do so. I am not depressed or such, it just seems that when it comes time to actually change those things its like I think .. I'll start tomorrow, but then never do. I often do things like let my kids take advantage of me, but then feel guilt if I don't. I need to be motivated to going to back to a job that I love and pays more, but have settled into job that doesn't pay anything but is completely stress free and redundant (this is not me at all).