iloveandfeareveryone

You're so sweet and wholesome and kind. Just always love yourself, even when it's hard to.

Oh shit, I am so sorry I didn't at all mean to dehumanize or demean you with that comment. I'm also disabled in my own way and that's how I feel sometimes just about the world, but that's my own bullshit to deal with...I definitely DO NOT think you're being punished or that this crap is rigtheous or any of that suffering that befalls people around the world every second is "on purpose". I guess I just was musing about what you might be musing about going through this.

To answer your question about threads and reddit, you can't really lock it, a mod has to do that. You can go and message a mod to lock the thread so new comments get added, I've never done that personally but I'm sure people do that all the time.

Ahhhh, I feel like such an asshole for saying what I said though, I really want you to know I didn't mean to be such a brickhead.

Thanks! Have a great night as well, it really was nice talking to you. Maybe I'll run into you again around the net sometime in the future, if not, have a great experience in this life!

No problem, you seem like a vastly superior person to who I am and it's hard to see someone so undeserving of this burden (does anyone deserve a burden, a disease, pain? Do some more than others?) get afflicted with this. I guess maybe it's just a byproduct of being raised Catholic or whatever, but is see bad things happening to people as either a punishment or some form of life lesson in th e form of pain for that person or for others around that person. Do you feel your life has a destiny, do you think you were meant to experience this so that you could change or change others or do you think it's just a quirk of your DNA and fate?

It's 12:55am here in San Fran, what time is it where you are?