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That's the intent of this AMA :)

Reread this, and in answering a thousand questions about myself I forgot to say I'm sorry for your loss. Hope your coping well, if you need to talk PM me.

If I could get a hold of him, I would probably kill him before law enforcement would have a chance to get their hands on him. At any rate, he changed his number soon after the night we had sex. I've been unable to find him since then.

This response nearly made me cry. Thank you.

I am certainly in denial, but I've got help for it :)

It feels like there's absolutely no way, despite all the confirmation from multiple blood tests and a specialist, that this can actually, really be happening to me. Ultimately, taking a pill every day is far superior to the alternative of letting it progress. But I'm still getting past the idea that the doctor isn't going to randomly call and say "Hey, guess what, it was negative after all!"

I appreciate the kind words, thank you :)