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First, thank you! I am still with the planet thankfully after much experimentation and close calls. My favorite disaasociatives are very much double edged.

Is there any drug you consider 100% unusable in moderation?

I haven’t found one yet, however I also realize that at least 2 of these situations were 100% luck I survived.

Follow up, have you prepared yourself for an inevitable blame people will place on you (likely unwarranted) that your advice or disclaimers are not considered? Philosophically how do you mentally project this?

Cheers to your work.

You feel fine. Everything is fine, it is a warm blanket on a rainy day that washes everything away and you have a slight smile and a swing in your step. It is being in love. That is why I stopped. Sorry for your losses, it happens to really great people.

Thank you for the thoughtful reply and taking me seriously. I cannot always formulate what’s is in my head properly on first pass.

Keep up the good work! Many appreciate it.

The stuff is indiscriminate. It’ll take anyone. Stay strong fellow.

I also want to add that when you venture in to this world ‘full time’ as it were, you will inevitable know more than a few people that die from using. They lose themselves or get too deep too fast. Especially those that use traumatically, meaning they have a significant tragedy that pushes them toward mental obliteration and go hard fast.

You will speak with people, offer advice, maybe even sell or share with them. Then they die and associates, family, etc lay blame at the users they were around. When you have to evaluate at what level you contributed to their situation or descent or whatever it really fucks with you. Even if you know hands down they would have died without your help or they took what you said wrong you will at some point have to evaluate that scenario for yourself. That is why I asked my follow up question regarding blame. I have had my share.