freakyshanequa69

I'm sorry for being an asshole. I got an SBA loan for my small business and only owe 10k but it has been a struggle. It's tough to see trillions wiped clean or given in corporate welfare scenarios when small business people and the 'little guy' are suffering paying 13% interest and NO love.

It makes me cynical when anyone from wall street/ merrill lynch et al tries to say the 'not me' approach when it was clearly a mass grab. I am sure you are a nice person and again I hate to be that guy that talks shit but I do appreciate you at least acknowledging being 'part of the system' even though we cant go back in time and surely you wouldnt give any of that ill gotten paycheck back? It's hard to place any blame specific to one person/ you included but again a group of people (that you were a part of) screwed over everyone and we are the ones footing the bill. Maybe you are the smart one and I am the dumbass for paying into it faithfully but it doesnt make anyone less cynical. Do I donate to charity? No not really. Do I help old ladies across the street? No not really. I feel like shit that I have done nothing to help africa. So I am as much part of the problem , not the solution but it doesnt hurt or sting less to know there are fat cats out there with no sense of responsibility that are getting off scott free with what I deem 'stolen'. They gamed the system like anyone petty thief or anyone else might in that situation but they have to live with that. Im not sure how I or you repent except that I feel dirty for not helping africa and I feel dirty for not doing more for the world. Appreciate you sharing the dirtiness and at least admitting. Now if we can somehow build from this and take away the theft that is going on (which we won't be able to because remember NO ONE is responsible) then we might be on to something. Unfortunately there is nothing to be done except have the 'suckers' who pay into it like me rant about it. But I am not helping africa so I am just a fuck. Sorry to rant

can I make a deal with you where at first you are getting 50k and then I actually get 50k? thanks.

also tell cuban I said mavericks fucking suck

I like way OP is totally all 'innocent ole me' while recounting stories of eating with CEO of Bank of America.

it's like dealing with my five year olds. 'Who spilled the juice?'

'Not me!!'

So your worked at merrill lynch and were not part of the problem but the solution huh?

RIIIGHT