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It takes some solid discipline to gain an erection like that at will

Think of it this way: you know how in movies and TV when they say "imagine a beach", or when they remember something and the beach/memories play like a movie as a cutaway? That's actually what happens to people who don't suffer from it. If you suffer from it, you'll realize that the movies weren't just doing a representation of the memory in image form - people can actually thing of stuff in that way.

Yep was my first reaction too, lol - welcome to realising how you're different to people and welcome to a lot of exhausting questions when people ask you about what it feels like lol

Yeah being able to enjoy a book still makes me salty that someone can see what's going on.... I mean I enjoy the escape from reality in my own way but still it makes me so jealous

Well fair point there's no real suffering that goes on because we don't know any better, right? It's more of a disability/handicap than something to suffer from... Still - i get salty that I'm unable to do the thing... I mean - books, dude... BOOKS! people see that shit!