fakepsychic

Specific stuff for you -

You're caring and you want to look after something that you call your own (maybe a child), but you don't want it because you don't have enough trust in yourself that you'll be able to care for it properly. You have bigger hurdles to overcome before you'll be properly confident in yourself to make such a commitment.

In that respect though, you know your own weaknesses and what's 'going wrong' and you're actively working to change that; it takes a big person to know when to need help and support. Your fiancee has been amazingly supportive, even though you've taken a lot of things out on her, she's tolerated it and she's helped you through it. Saying that, she can be just as awkward as you are; you both know it.

You should probably work on your diet; but don't worry, because I'm a hypocrit for saying it. You have an almost pretentious preference to the original book, rather than the film version, regardless of how the good the film actually was. You have no idea what you want to do with your life, so you take great interest in learning about other peoples and their journeys, because you're trying to figure out your own route to somewhere.

You've just not yet realised, that there is no route. Nobody has a path, shit just happens and people adjust; so perhaps too much of your energy is being spent on worry about where you are in comparison to other people, instead of looking back on the personal development and strides you've made in overcoming your own issues that are superb; you don't appreciate how much you've grown as a person and you need to.

Edit: 08/03/2013- Sorry guys, I really can't give everybody a psychic reading, because they just take too long. However, if you you donate some money ($5 will do it) to JREF (of which I am not associated), then I'm sure I'll spend some time coming up with something for you.

It's odd, because it's all probably mostly true for you, but readings in general are either bullshit because -

a. it's claimed to come from a higher source of power (i.e., a god, spirit)

b. its true for so many people that it has no value

What I just did for you; that was more a hot-reading, where I spent some time reading your post history and deducing and making an observation based on what you'd said. It was specific to you; references to your partner, panic attacks and an bit of analysis on them (whilst allowing room for error), but it's not impressive.

Anybody can do that; it would be impressive if your great-great uncle appeared to me and told me that information, but he didn't. He never does, to anybody. Nobody does, to anybody. Regardless, if it was an accurate interpretation, maybe you found it interesting; because I really wasn't just taking shots in the dark.

As a person who interprets other people for a living, historically and currently, those were my impressions of you; they just weren't based on any spiritual conversation; maybe with a bit of flair thrown in for dramatic effect.

Ooph, that's a tough question. There are certainly a lot of people that come to mind. I think the main person, that just blew my mind, was a woman who would use the SMS service and would ask -

Does [Steve] love me? Does he want to be with me? Will we be together?

She sent her first text at 07:00 when she woke up and would send it every 20 minutes until 23:00 when she went to sleep. At first, because everything has to be positive, a lot of the replies went like this -

I feel a love of love and energy around you and [Steve], it is only a matter of time before this energy blah blah

And that's all she ever said. She never replied in a conversation, she'd just send that.

At $7 per SMS, it was a lot, for months.

Then, one day the message changed. She sent the following -

Why does nobody at [place of work] talk to me? Were they laughing at me before?

That a fairly big moment, at the time, because she had become well known in the company, given we had to come up with a unique response every time; we hated getting her text messages and would bounce her around from person to person just to give ourselves a break.

It turns out, over a period of months, that she's never even spoken to [Steve], he's just a guy that works in her office and that in her office, she isn't liked. Nobody spoke to her, they'd laugh at her and make fun of her because she owned a lot of cats. It was horrible.

After this came to light, there was a heavy change from the lovey-dovey stuff, to a more progressive -

I feel that there are other things in your life that you should focus on blah blah

I always wonder what happened to her.

Use the book. It's the best use you'll get out of it.

The two traits must be correlated, at least.