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Trying to change light sources was one of my recognition triggers, but nowhere nearly as often as breathing while underwater. Seems to be a very recurring thing for me, years before I ever became a Scuba diver. One could say I started diving to find that place I went to so often in my dreams.

I scared the living crap outta myself in a very lucid dream one night after doing a really intense meditation for lucidity. In the dream I touched a book that had glowing glyphs on it and when I touched it, it shocked me. I woke up with my back arched up off the bed and my g/f at the time freaking out because she said I had shocked *her* with static electricity or something. We also couldn't find the cat, which usually slept with us, for a couple days after that.

I put lucid dreaming away for a while. I also have found that smoking pot before bed DRASTICALLY reduced my lucidity and recall after waking. I quit smoking about 2 months ago and my dreams have started back towards crazy town.

Is there any chance Erdogan has family in the West? Is it a common surname in Turkey? My lady friend works in a school in Vegas and there are a couple Erdogans enrolled there who aren't authorized to travel via vehicle with the rest of the class, or to be photographed with them. I have a feeling they're related.

I'm at the point where I don't really want to smoke anymore, but the taste and smell are still very appealing to me. If I could get them both in a product that I didn't need to smoke, I'd buy it in bulk lol. A million bonus points if it doesn't affect my ability to test clean for work.

Terpene Gum. That is all.
Where do I collect my royalty check?

But the internet there is so good! /s