dovah-queen

1) to be honest, I was devastated. I always wanted to have children and the inconsiderate doctor who diagnosed me didn't think to tell me I still had a chance because I have uterus which, luckily, is fully formed if a little small. I will need an egg donor though, just a side-effect of being a biological stub 🙂.

2) there isn't that many I notice. firstly, I don't need to worry about contraception (for babies anyway). I am a lot taller than other females (over the 6 foot mark) and some are intimidated but those who know me know that I am essentially the bfg.

3) as I said yes taller, I also need to watch my bone density. If it falls too low I could break a bone from a simple fall. taking the pill is supposed to stop this though. i was thinking if someone demanded "proof" I have a hand X-ray somewhere of my wrist bones almost being fused because I have no growth potential left.

hope this answered your questions thanks for asking them 😀

I'm 23 and I feel pretty "meh" at the moment because I'm not taking my hormones as often as I should.

well I was I think 18 when I found this out so I had no reason to believe that I was supposed to be anything other than a girl. as a young teenager I didn't really have a sexual drive and I didn't really "rebel" as teenagers usually do because I had no hormones.

I did feel different than females my age and my doctor said that our brain chemistry would be different, ie I think like someone who isn't influenced by either estrogen or testosterone.

edit: she also theorised that the reason I am showing signs of anxiety now and not earlier is that now I take the pill and am receiving doses of hormones from it my brain is trying to learn how to react to things in a new way (ie as a woman's brain) and could be struggling with itself. this made a lot of sense to me. eg should I stare at my bf and be like ok..... and store this info for later so I can have a calm and sensible argument when I've thought about everything like I would normally do oooor.... should I FLIP

THE FUCK

OUT

and yell at him now because it would feel sooooo good to be a bitch.

I'm not sure if normal female get this as well, or if it's just me. it's just one example 🙂.

no not really. I actually had a fall in the bathroom and I went to the doctor and happened to mention in passing that I hadn't had a period yet.

a blood test later I was back there and she was telling me I was in menopause and being referred to an endocrinologist. (she was wrong about the menopause just to be clear)

yes my bone density could get too low and if I have a bad fall... also the mental health thing I get depressed too easily and other stuff. they are also supposed to be helping my uterus grow.

typing this out has guilted me into wanting to take them lol I'll find the packet later