dhmy4089

I kind of understand OP's reply

1. you have a memory of an event. You don't associate trigger to that particular event, because it doesn't make sense to do so.
2. When someone explains you what happened with more details, then you understand how it is affecting you. ((I don't agree with this lol. No one has memory that is not distorted.))

Is OP from a country where english is not a common language? It is hard to read

I happened to witness dialysis and pain associated with it. I'm incredibly thankful for what you did for the humanity. But personally, aren't you scared that when you get older, if your one kidney fails, you dont have a spare to fall back to?