Just reading about your loss made me cry and I feel deeply for your loss, I watched my own mother die while being taken off life support and reading about how your lost Nikolas was so vivid.
I haven't had a miscarriage but I have always had the fear that I would since I started to want kids around 6 year ago. Granted I haven't been trying to have kids, but I do have polycystic ovary syndrome which apparently can make it very hard to even conceive. I am afraid that I won't be able to have children and it actually became a point of fear for my boyfriend that he had to accept that when we eventually want children that we might have to adopt because I could be infertile.
I know you were scared when you were pregnant with your "rainbow baby" but how did it feel when you saw that healthy baby in your arms when they were born?
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Just reading about your loss made me cry and I feel deeply for your loss, I watched my own mother die while being taken off life support and reading about how your lost Nikolas was so vivid.
I haven't had a miscarriage but I have always had the fear that I would since I started to want kids around 6 year ago. Granted I haven't been trying to have kids, but I do have polycystic ovary syndrome which apparently can make it very hard to even conceive. I am afraid that I won't be able to have children and it actually became a point of fear for my boyfriend that he had to accept that when we eventually want children that we might have to adopt because I could be infertile.
I know you were scared when you were pregnant with your "rainbow baby" but how did it feel when you saw that healthy baby in your arms when they were born?
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