bomakehappy

I don't know, CAN YOU?

PASS.

You know a lot of bullshit pringles apologists have been coming out of the woodwork sending me shit like this. A folded piece of computer paper? Are these people out of their fucking minds?

The Kanye bit at the end of this last special is the one I think I’m happiest with. There’s no need to go into specifics, but after my last special ‘what.’, I started to have panic attacks while on stage, and it made performing really stressful and terrifying for a little while. And so I wanted to try to find a way to talk about that. It’s the bit I’m most proud of because it came from something I was pretty ashamed of and didn’t even really want to admit to myself. And performing it actually made me feel less anxious because now my anxiety was part of the show. Rather than being this anvil hanging over my head on stage that could drop at any moment, this thing I had to just ignore and power through, it became part of the story. Once I gave it a purpose it receded a bit. A bit.

Definitely going to take some time off for a while. I'm a little tired of myself and I'd love to write things for other people. The sort of "goodbye" ending of the special has much heavier reasons for wanting to leave which are a portion of but not the whole reason.