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I'm also a classical musician and find a lot of inspiration by listening to other instruments, singers, genres, etc... what gives you soule fireworks/goosebumps to listen to? What inspires you?

Do patients actually leave and then obtain enough long term outpatient care that they're able to function happily, or do you see frequent fliers? Not sure if you know that yet since you haven't been there that long.

That's great! Unfortunately, the "after care" available for many patients simply does not exist or is severely inadequate. It's great to hear people like you are interested in these issues! Best wishes in the future.

Were you also able to play the orchestral music? Who will be performing it on the film? This music is occasionally performed by universities, but it is notoriously expensive and hard to rent, so we rarely hear it these days.

If you need help urgently go to the emergency room. They will get you situated. Usually going through mental health stuff takes time.