bacardiaddict

I hope that everything is now getting better for you, I lost my father through different circumstances when I was 14 and this is the eighth year since then. I know what it's like when you lose people you love way too soon. I have to ask, apart from the alcohol and drug abuse, how did you manage to cope? Do you believe that they are watching over you every day? I believe that my dad is watching over me and it makes me happy knowing that he is proud of me out there somewhere still.

Ah, I was in shock for a long time after he died as it was so sudden, i burst into tears a lot. I found myself dreaming of him a lot too. Did you ever dream about them at all?

I'm sorry for your losses too. Empathy is a wonderful thing, I got annoyed with people who were being fake and sympathetic at the time he died, but I was a teen and dealing with a lot of complicated emotions at the time.