I Have always had a father who I guess would be considered loving and all that. He just never was there for me emotionally at all. He's a Christian pastor and his lifestyle has led me to a life of agnosticism. I'm proud that I am the only one in my family who has thought for themselves on this matter (but I haven't told any biological family members so for all I know, they could be doing the same).
I found a father figure in Billy Joel about two and half years ago in seventh grade before a classmate committed suicide and my depression really sank in. It was horrible but he parented me through all of it through his music... I wish I had a way of meeting my "father" but he will probably never know anything of me. But that's just the way it works I guess. I want a physical father figure though. Someone to hang out with me and just laugh without judging me. I feel horribly alone tonight. I apologize for the rant.
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I Have always had a father who I guess would be considered loving and all that. He just never was there for me emotionally at all. He's a Christian pastor and his lifestyle has led me to a life of agnosticism. I'm proud that I am the only one in my family who has thought for themselves on this matter (but I haven't told any biological family members so for all I know, they could be doing the same). I found a father figure in Billy Joel about two and half years ago in seventh grade before a classmate committed suicide and my depression really sank in. It was horrible but he parented me through all of it through his music... I wish I had a way of meeting my "father" but he will probably never know anything of me. But that's just the way it works I guess. I want a physical father figure though. Someone to hang out with me and just laugh without judging me. I feel horribly alone tonight. I apologize for the rant.
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