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Is it hard to be social person with that problem or do you try hide it?

Did you ever have feeling that what you do isn't right thing? Where did you get your motivation for work?

Maybe this quote from Wikipedia will answer:

"Project MKUltra (or MK-Ultra), also called the CIA mind control program, is the code name given to a program of experiments on human subjects that were designed and undertaken by the U.S. Central Intelligence Agency—and which were, at times, illegal. Experiments on humans were intended to identify and develop drugs and procedures to be used in interrogations in order to weaken the individual and force confessions through mind control. "

How do you create new products? Or are they just better version of older ones?