andyman492

I'm not sure if this is the best place for the question but I'll give it a shot.

My first long-term girlfriend that I had in highschool was emotionally abusive. She would yell at me for talking with other women, threaten to kill herself if I ever left her, question be about every little thing that happened when we went together, and guilt me for spending time with my friends instead of her.

It's been 9 years since we broke up but I still feel lingering effects of the relationship. I'll feel guilty for spending time with other women, feel the need to constantly check-in with my current girlfriend, and worst of all, feel jealous whenever my girlfriend is hanging out with one of her male friends.

I recognize that these are not good feelings to have and my current girlfriend is incredible and has been incredibly supportive whenever I talk with her about these feelings.

My question is, where do I go from here? Do I have a chance at feeling confident in my relationship again?

What does a typical night look like for you on the job? How long are you usually with a group?

Have you ever slept with a client and how often is that proposed?

Do you ever dress like a Hot Cop?

You try it on for them, right?