adrianakeehl

Your words and way of thinking are so beautiful.

Higher up there you said something to the effect of wanting more out of your life. I'm currently recovering from an alcohol addiction so my thoughts may come out scrambled but I feel like... I feel like you have a way of thinking that could greatly influence the world and you have a way lf speaking that could greatly influence individuals to do the same. Reading about how terrible this case was handled and how poorly you were treated has really stuck with me. I will be doing everything in my power to aid in getting some improvement in regards to the system that failed you so badly. I have not felt a sense of purpose for so many years and because of the words you said above, I feel like I care about something again. I would like to thank you for your words, your thoughts, and your willingness to express them. I imagine you have impacted many people positively by being so open and that you as a person will continue to do so. Sending much love your way, Sandi.

This whole situation is so frustrating and that she is still free is....horrifying

I wonder if CBD would work for you? It's not psychoactive so you never feel high, and it's non habit forming according to multiple studies (which I don't have links to at the moment but will be adding to this post as an edit once I find them!) Most people use it as anxiety and pain relief and to help with sleeping. A lot of studies likened the relief from cbd to how one would feel while experiencing a placeebo effect from a sugar pill, so the changes are subtle but effective. That said, you know yourself and your limits more than anyone else, and you seem to be functioning incredibly without any help from any substance, and that is incredibly admirable.