ZBroYo

Ah just because someone’s life can have more challenges doesn’t mean they have to have a horrible life as well. That just means more obstacles she has to overcome to reach the joy. You might have worse/equal obstacles then her not allowing you to enjoy life, a common one is lack of personal finance to go towards your happiness. By that I mean most people can’t afford to enjoy life or live it, they can only afford to survive it. She’s survived the very hard part and is now (probably) not allowing herself to continue surviving but actually living.

I know this might be an odd/offensive question but do you ever regret living sometimes? These annoyances in your life have they ever pushed you to contemplate suicide? I’ve read you’re very religious so that might be an answer as to why you aren’t at all feeling life is unfair. Sorry if I’ve offended you someway but I’d love to hear your answer.

I’d answer it in a way that relates to her beliefs/faith. when one believes religion or faith they don’t expect god to fix all their issues or illnesses, since he made her that way. She (probably) understands that god has made her that way for a reason and that fixing her would completely change her as a person or that it’s supposed to be her life’s challenge to prove her self. When one believes in a faith they believe what happens to them happens for a reason, or that’s just me personally. But coming at it that way is horrible. He makes it seem like he simply left her to suffer.

Ah I forgot there is curable depression. I’ve been around too many people who have some sort of permanent depression. My bad for the ignorance.

Thank you for your response.

Why won’t you take medication to help with your depression? Wouldn’t it improve your quality of life by trying to fix/reduce these chemical imbalances? I’ve as well gone through some rough patches in my life but just due to economical issues. You have a body that’s sometimes against you. It’s obviously very nice you’ve managed to overcome your self hate but with depression still being a thing you still probably have those thoughts lying in the back of your head subconsciously. I think using your self care methods with medication would improve your outlook on life a lot more, but it’s obviously your life to live and you’ve decided what’s best for you.

Thank you for your time, have a nice day.