Voltii

Yes. Terrible pain in my left leg and later in my back as well barely could walk. Also had some pain in my balls but doctor told me that was more likely for doing it 3 times a day for 7 days a week haha

Adult ward have my own private room with great view and 2 beds so my gf can stay. Nurses are the bomb they bring me pizza at 3 am and care for me really well

Terrible.. Just moved and got a new job 3 weeks ago. Got engaged after they told me I was clean after surgery and now it's back.. a month later.

About the hopeful part. This chemo is a lot heavier then the one I got last time but I try as best as I can to get through it. It's a lonely process though

Worst: father telling me I'm not a real man because I can't get kids anymore. Best: the few people who were with me before I had cancer are still with me. Now the rest is just leeching on how a friend of them got cancer and will probably die soon while they never visit. I've only had like 6 friends visit me ever and only received 2 cards while my Facebook is full of replies from people I've seen once or twice in my life. Like I said it's a very lonely process

Not really just feel terrible for my soon to be wife and kid that's the hardest part to cope with I'm pretty open minded and not afraid of death so I'll see what happens and I'll stay positive trying to support my gf and kid