Velyna

I'm so sorry to hear that. I think that you should contact doctors all over the world, there are doctors that would do a surgery for free and even bring you to their country to do it. I think they have done penile transplants before it's just difficult to get a donor. There has to be doctors out there willing to spend the time to help you, I know if I was a doctor I would. I know in your culture that is going to be difficult since from what I understand male children are your legacy and they should be of your lineage but if you do happen to find a girl that will love you regardless then there are plenty of children out there that would love to have a family. I think that you should write in to newspapers and news programs and to the top surgeon's all over the world to see if they well help you, I bet that if they read your story there would be more then one doctor that would be willing to take a look into it and help you. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Penis_transplantation It can be done it's just considered controversial. I hope that you do write in. I know that it will make you known to the world which is scary but for you to feel like yourself again I think that would be worth it. Also the medical field is constantly advancing so perhaps there are new things that can be done that we don't hear much about or just don't know much about.

Where they able to save your sperm so you could plan a family? I know being in Canada that if you had to get something drastic like this done due to cancer they will offer you reconstruction or transplant if you choose to happen. Have you thought about getting that done? Are you taking hormones right now to keep your testosterone at normal levels? This is going to sound harsh and I don't want it to at all but do you feel like less of a man? I know that with women sometimes when we have to get a full mastectomy and hysterectomy we feel like less of a woman. I think the hysterectomy more so then the mastectomy makes us feel this way. Have you ever thought about trying to get a reconstruction surgery in a place with universal healthcare like Canada? I know that in certain cases people have been able to go to a country with said healthcare and get their surgery done and in your case I bet there are a lot of male doctors that would be happy to get you to their country or come to you and do it. I want to thank you for sharing this with us, I can't imagine what you're going through.