UnmixedGametes

Adults. Meh. Whatever you do next, make sure it includes personal psychotherapy. You are 100% not to blame for your parents actions. You need to not only know that, but accept it. Now go shock some more doctors with your recovery, and flirt with the nurses.

Spent a week in ICU getting stabbed every 2 hours. Ended up hiding in the toilet to avoid the phlebotomist at the end of the week, sobbing my eyes out. (I'm nearer 50 than 15). You got my empathy right there

Have a lot of friends in infrastructure and aid work in Africa - they say you'd be mostly fine if you get your immunisations and take antimalarials. A weird white dude pulling a cart is going to be the talk of the town - your biggest problems will be too many friends!

Bloods. Raging infection.

At a wild guess (sorry if off beam), she was scared silly, felt guilty, had other troubles, wanted it all to stop, and was pushing people away from her to reduce the perception of future painful losses should they not get well again.