TheKnightOfQuantum

That is an interesting question...

My grandmother is Catholic, and she is a nice woman with no bad feelings toward anyone (she is indifferent of things that some Catholics take offense to). You wouldn't know from looking at my mother and father, though. They do not pray or go to church or anything like that, and they never really required me and my younger brother to do any of that.

Before I got sick I was of the naive belief that: "I would much rather be a Christian and be wrong than be and Atheist and be wrong."

But after the fact, I'm still not going to become a full-fledged Atheist. I'm leaning more towards Agnosticism, in that I accept that there could be an all-powerful being that created everything. Such a belief would help to explain many of the mysteries in the universe, but not why it had to be me who got cancer...

If there is a God, I suppose I cannot claim to know or understand his plan for me.

Now my belief looks more like this: "If you want to be a believer, great! If you want to be an Atheist, great! Just don't be a d*ck." Religion, in my newly matured mind, is meant to give a person a spiritual path to follow that will guide them to having a satisfactory life worth living. It should not be intended to judge or damn others.

HOW DARE THEY DOWNVOTE ME?!! BLAH BLAH COMPLAIN COMPLAIN CANCER CARD.

^{^} This above comment is an attempt to poke fun at myself. Just saying, since it is now in negative range...

I don't play it that often. All my friends try to get me to do it. "Really? You're gonna throw grapes at the table that the kid with cancer sits at?" and the like.

I used it to drive around on one of those scooter things at a Fred Meyer. Boss mode activated.

I have not.

But who needs marijuana when you have IV Dilaudid? I tell you, man, you don't know what "High" means. ;)