Sudden-Effect-4311

Hi there, yes!

I really like to taste food of different cultures, so I am thinking about making a travel roadmap with my girlfriend for that reason.

Also as a software developer I’ve always dreamt about making a NSFW game with transparent documented development process. I am doing preparation works to start with that, and maybe it will be my “opus magnum”.

I am not afraid of death as a concept, I am very curious of what will happen when I die (I am almost 100% positive that the answer is nothing, and there will be no experience what so ever but who knows). It’s inevitable for all of us so yeah, memento mori.

I am afraid to suffer and feel pain when I die though.

I am very sorry for your loss pal. May her soul rest in peace. Sounds like your last moments with her were very good! Thanks for your kind words!

Can’t see some comments in the thread for some reason but I do get notifications for them and can see the text (auto moderation?). Thanks for your support and warm messages guys, I see them all and really appreciate them !

My biggest regret is that I’ve been non stop working (I am talking 70-80+ hours a week) in order to secure early retirement. This left me out of any social activities typical teen / early adult would have.

I’ve started focusing on myself very recently (3-4 months ago when I found out my sarcoma is in metastatic phase) and now I understand that proper work-life balance would’ve been much much better.

But that’s my past that I can’t change. Now I mostly focus on the present time, positive experience and good memories !