I have to say this is quite astounding to see here and I have to say you're a brave man for putting this here and even just airing it. Yet though, its made me step back and take a look at myself.
I was sexually abused as a child, somewhere around 6-7, by my brother but really looking back I'd suppose it was something closer to a mutual thing. We would both play doctor and explore each other often times with oral sex like what we found from my dad's porno mags. Our parents caught us once and we just never talked or examined it again.
My mother would later molest me when I was 9. She showed me porn, asked how it made me feel then would grope about though nothing major happened from there.
I was abused again at a daycare center by the manager's daughter but it all seemed consensual even then. That was when I was 12-13. Barely a year later I'd go to molest her 7 year old sister. She'd strip down for me and dance around shaking her butt for me without provocation. I only groped and fingered her once with my brother (She came onto him all the same,).
I pushed back the early incidences with my family with the other two being more laughed off, a joke that even young I was a player, without any real thought behind it.
Now though, I can't help but wonder if I might be on the same path as you, a waiting monster in the closet as you said in an earlier thread.
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Wow.
I have to say this is quite astounding to see here and I have to say you're a brave man for putting this here and even just airing it. Yet though, its made me step back and take a look at myself.
I was sexually abused as a child, somewhere around 6-7, by my brother but really looking back I'd suppose it was something closer to a mutual thing. We would both play doctor and explore each other often times with oral sex like what we found from my dad's porno mags. Our parents caught us once and we just never talked or examined it again.
My mother would later molest me when I was 9. She showed me porn, asked how it made me feel then would grope about though nothing major happened from there.
I was abused again at a daycare center by the manager's daughter but it all seemed consensual even then. That was when I was 12-13. Barely a year later I'd go to molest her 7 year old sister. She'd strip down for me and dance around shaking her butt for me without provocation. I only groped and fingered her once with my brother (She came onto him all the same,).
I pushed back the early incidences with my family with the other two being more laughed off, a joke that even young I was a player, without any real thought behind it.
Now though, I can't help but wonder if I might be on the same path as you, a waiting monster in the closet as you said in an earlier thread.
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