Stealin

It's okay, they're from the future

This post is so dumb I thought for a second it had to be a reddit mod pretending to be this guy to help reddit win the court case.

Then I thought about how he founded Wallstreetbets and realized this guy just wants to find ways to burn money for upvotes

I am really curious as to your friends. I know not many people have those, but you seriously don't have a friend you could crash with for a month or two and just snag a job to get you on your feet asap? I seen you mention getting kicked out of your current place when you get a job or whatever, but I find it hard to believe you can't find some place to crash and work to get yourself back on your feet. Friends and family may have problems, but if they can't board you up for a month while you work so you can save money for rent/etc... that's some pretty shitty family/friends.

I can understand wanting to go it alone and do it for yourself with limited help, but at the same time you need to get out of that situation asap. You have a pretty positive attitude at the moment and I hope it stays that way, but it is very easy to fall into depression because of a few set backs.

Seems very lame that you have no person that you feel would genuinely help you for a month or two. I am a stubborn person myself, but I can see the trap of a situation you're in and would definitely take assistance that didn't threaten my self worth.