Simon_Amstell

I try to remember that the fear of doing something is not as painful as the regret of never having done anything.

Very much so. In fact Phil and I did a small dance to express our grief.

Raise your self esteem immediately! You are beautiful, you are enough, you will be dead soon.

I guess something like that could be possible but we ended it when I felt like I had healed my childhood.

The night after Carnage was broadcast I was at a dinner party with 2 people who were telling me they loved every moment of it and they were eating the legs of a dead chicken. So I feel some of the impact is still to come.