ShrikeGFX

Yes, working on it!

Yes, this is really survivorship bias here, statistically I think 98% of games on steam are not profitable (?) and spending 3 years on something you have no clue if it will work is definitely crazy and not to recommend at all

Motivation won't help, you need a routine in which you feel bad if you don't accomplish anything. Discipline is key. Also you can just work on different parts if you can't/dont want to progress on one, thats what I often do

Im not OP but studying overseas would be highly recommended if you live in the USA. Spend 1/5th for the same and youre on holyday basically without having your near future life ruined. For 80k you can have a pretty decent time or get a lot of cocaine. In all seriousness, I come from luxemburg with highest average income in the world and I wouldnt even dare thinking about paying 100k for a university, let alone the rest of europe.

I paid 25k for 2 years on a private school but you can get a degree for near free even. 6k debt at 1% so about +- 0 on the bank, really a bad way to start life but thats a very different scale. 100k seems so unreal. 6% interest loans, you guys are getting straight up scammed.

Waiting for your feelings to kick in and carry you somehow wont help, you need discipline. Set yourself strict orders like no internet before you havent opened up the program and worked for 30minutes. Starting up is really the hardest part. After some time you get used to it and it feels natural. If you dont know what to do, strictly follow tutorials. You can start with 1 tutorial a day per example which is setting the bar really low. You can also buy a egg clock and set timers.