SaggyBagz

Then I'm pretty sure that I'm going to die very soon. I've literally never had anything more than friendly hugs and I'm 36. I've never had a girl in bed with me at any point in my life. Loner virgin for sure.

edit: thank you for the suggestions, mainly on meditation. It just seems like I've missed the bus in my teenage years and my 20's to really experience what it is to have a warm body in bed with me. And to counter other suggestions on getting a call girl or prostitute, eh, no thanks. It's either a mutual, romantic interest or nothing.

I've been given free meals before because I go there so much. Is that normal?

VANGELIS!

Can confirm. They even give me a regular size cup for free since I go there so much.

Corporate manslaughter for sure. Same thing that is happening to the Greenfell towers in UK that killed 80+ residents because of building code warnings that were never fixed.