RedvinesNotTwizzlers

I know being locked up sucks but good on you for using it to learn French. I think the other English speakers are making things unnecessarily difficult on themselves by not learning it. Also, you said salty carrots with your dinner? Damn, we didn't get salt on anything from the kitchen (US) & even though we had a huge canteen selection, they didn't sell it. When people would get their teeth pulled, they'd get salt packets and then trade with people for them.

I read that hash is everywhere I there, do you smoke it? In my state, Suboxone was the big thing in lock up. People would just stick the strip (cut into halves or quarters) where you seal the envelope & it was surprisingly easy to get away with. They have prisoner possessing contraband charges here but usually they just give you an in house charge & you do like a 30 day lock down so most people felt like the punishment was worth the risk.

Anyways, I hope your time goes by. PM me if you ever want, I've been in your situation & know the feeling all too well.

Edit - a word

Since you know that you usually taper pretty quickly and end up relapsing, why not stay on a bit longer? Taper a little slower.

I forgot about this case. I actually came across it like 2 months ago, I believe it was a YT channel like CriminallyListed or something. That case is terrifying.

Wow, this is a tearjerker. I don't know what to say, I'm just sorry & can't even imagine what you're experiencing.