QuantumQuail

Thank you guys for doing this! I'm about to start college for computer science, and my ultimate goal is to go into game design for a living. I have so many questions! 1) Where did you guys start? 2) What language/program did you use to make your game? 3) Are you guys completely self taught? 4) How do I go about getting to the point where I can make something at the quality level of Darkwood? It's my dream to be able to make a well-polished, thought out and enjoyable game, but I'm kind of lost as to where to even start.

Thank you for your suggestion. I need anything I can get to feel at least normal again..

Thank you for you support :) I actually got an MRI of my brain a month ago for peace of mind, they found nothing. Still feel scared all the time though, about my symptoms. Doctors said I had a sinus infection, so I took 10 days of antibiotics as they prescribed. Then about 2 weeks later (like a week ago) my headaches/pressure started coming back, which made my constant fear come back too... Perhaps it may be time to consider getting off these antidepressants, as I have heard they can cause anxiety... I am also getting my blood drawn on Saturday, to see if maybe something is up with that (like low oxygen or something). It's nice to have support from strangers though, getting different perspectives is very helpful :)

So, I should try my best to accept that I don't have a problem, even if I think I do (due to anxiety) and maybe let my mind work itself out through meditation and therapy? I'm also on Wellbutrin for my depression, is it likely that it may be causing these feelings?

Is this an inherited susceptibility? I've had mild headaches for 2 months, got an MRI, found nothing wrong, and was told I had a sinus infection. I had antibiotics and it went away, but they're starting to come back and I've really been freaking out about something like this happening. Like having debilitating anxiety every day... I have perfect blood pressure and no family history of this kind of stuff, but I am still so so so scared. Is there anything you can say to put this at ease? I'm crying reading this post.