QuadratImKreis

Amen. Even captains who are cool with recreational drug use (in my experience) have an absolute no drugs onboard policy. If you've ever been boarded by the Coast Guard returning to port, you understand why.

I had the same experience. I personally had to do it outside the program.

Not dumb at all. I had to lose so much before I started to put it together. The worst part was when I knew I was getting healthier mentally but my family couldn’t perceive the improvement. Boundaries and support are equally important on both ends.